Monday, January 5, 2009

A New Year....


As I think about this past year, so many wonderful things happened. Yet, at the same time, when I really think about it, I tend to dwell on the painful things I've gone through or others in my life have gone through. Why do I do this? I've never been one for New Year's Resolutions, so I don't plan on starting that this year. But I definitely want to be more conscious of being thankful. This year has already proven itself to be an interesting one.... so the "being thankful" is starting early! I'm so thankful for the little girl inside of me that makes herself known ALL OF THE TIME! I can't wait for her to be here. I am ecstatic about seeing her and finally knowing who she looks like. I also am thrilled that Lindsey and Chris get their first full year with Eliana! She is the most hilarious child ever... I sure do miss her!!! Thankfully she's coming for a visit in 2 weeks, so I will get some more time with my crazy niece! We will also have another addition in our family in May, as Jeff and Kacy have their second son. I can't wait to watch Lake be a big brother.... it's going to be wonderful! They are also coming in a few weeks, and I can't wait to spend some time with them... and watch Lake and Eliana interact! 

This new year is going to bring some big changes. I really don't think Corby and I can wrap our minds around the fact that our lives are about to be COMPLETELY different! I am definitely excited about it... it's just hard to comprehend. Relationships are going to have to change this year. I have simply felt the Lord telling me in the last few days that if I want to live a healthy life and be what my family needs... changes have to be made. Although I have some unhealthy relationships, I also have some tremendous friends here in Dallas. I want to be a better friend. Although I don't always know what to say to my friend Mare, I want her to always know that I'm here for her. I also have another friend, Erica, who is having her baby today (I CAN'T WAIT!). She has some long days ahead and since I don't have a job, I've just been praying about how I can be a support and encouragement to her. I can't wait to watch her be a mom!!! 

I hope that everyone has had a great start to their new year! I pray that the Lord blesses your life in phenomenal ways!   


3 comments:

Brent said...

I think we might be on the same wavelength today.. With the new year I hope to finally let go of past regrets, and to stop worrying about things in the future, and to be thankful for the present!!

Happy New Year to you, Corby and Baby Harper!

Amanda said...

I feel the same, this year has been such a rollar coaster for me... Now looking forward to starting my life with Flor... it's all about to change!!

Chris and Lindsey Wheeler said...

Amen sister! Love you.